What do these dreams say about me?

Seem like you have some anger pent up from the distant past. You'll need to seek some counselling. Dreaming of murdering someone is not a nightmare. Its unresolved anger now seeting into revenge. Get help. Theres no occult or anything else. Just something that needs to be unlocked. Another thing. Get a supplement high in vitamin B6. B6 is the nutrient for dream recall. You'll be surprised how much you can learn about yourself from studying dreams. Also, get yourself a book on dream archetypes and learn about dream symbols. You'll figure this out yourself